hmmm.... i just wanted to post this~

there's a guy on deviantart that I have a crush on. I feel like a stalker because I always watch his page.... but I don't let him know. I guess I feel like if he knew I was there... he would automatically get turned off because my page sux so much. first impressions mean a lot... so.... i guess I just don't want him to see me yet.... not till I get a decent gallery.... as is I look like some shallow girl who can't take a decent picture.

anywho... I really do love his artwork tho. that's the first thing I fell for. then I saw his pic.... he's pretty good looking i'd say. anywho.... he's a really good photographer.... so much in fact that I have his gallery as my screensaver..... I love the pictures around seattle. it's kinda a scavenger hunt for me.... as I go around seattle.... I look for the places that he's photographed. I was shocked when I was eating at the space needle.... cuz as I looked out the window.... I saw it..... his picture. at first I couldn't even imagine where he could take such a picture... yet there the city lay in front of me.... just as i had scene in his photo. it was amazing. he's amazing.

someday I wish I could meet him... haha but i'm a chicken. for being such an "outgoing girl" I'm actually quite shy around attractive guys. maybe someday I'll tell him what a fan I am of his work...... till then.... i'll just keep my nice safe distance just admire from afar....